This Trust of Mine

This Trust of Mine by Amanda Bennett

"Love cannot be defined by age or time, but by the way that person makes you feel. He made me feel completely vulnerable, but vulnerability I have learned is a gift, one that I will gladly accept from Madison Raine."

Kayla
Madison had irrevocably changed me. He opened me up to feel things I had never felt, and he never judged me for my past. In the short amount of time I had known him, I had fallen in love with him and everything he encompassed. He showed me how to live, how to enjoy life, but best of all, he showed me how to love. They say bad things happen to good people, well that saying rang truer to me now than ever before. Madison is gone. He is off at school in Arizona, and I just couldn't bring myself to leave with him. That was my first mistake.
See the thing about trouble is, it will always find you. Trouble found me the night he left, and that night forever changed me. Now I am fighting my way back, alone.

Madison
Leaving Kayla was one of the hardest things I had ever had to do. To say I regret my decision to leave her behind, would be an understatement. My world shifted when I met her and I would forever be changed. Everything felt different now that I was away, everything with her at least. Something was wrong, I could feel it. I needed to go to her to find out what this feeling was, but would she trust me enough to tell me, and could I trust her to forgive me.

"When life, love and heart breaking circumstances stand to pull apart a bond so strong, what do you do without trust?"**

Picking up almost exactly where we left of we find Madison has moved away and is at school. Kayla is living in a black place because of her life and she won't talk to Madison at all. Not knowing whats going on Madison thinks she's moved on from him and decides he's going to move on too.

Enter skank that ends up being a stalker. Madison doesn't want anything more to do with said skank and can't get her to leave him alone. When he finally gets Kayla to talk to him the skank screws it up by implying that he's going to talk to her later. Kayla goes back in to her shell a little bit more. 

We meet Joey in this book, he's Glenn's (Madison's bff) baby brother. Joey is a great friend for Kayla, just is there for when she needs a friend. 

Madison decides he loves Kayla too much to be away from her so he switches schools only to come back to Kayla saying they should just be friends. 

So much little stuff goes on in this book that you kinda need to read it for yourself because I don't want to spoil anything for you. I'm still wondering how they are going to make it to a normal life. They have some crazy stuff going on in their worlds! 

**Goodreads summary